Time is Ticking

So it's 5 days until I head back out to Albany. I'm pretty confused about the way I feel. I love my life here but I just need to get away. I know I'm gonna miss everyone, but if friends are real friends they'll be there when I get back, right? That's the part that I'm unsure of but we'll see as time progress.

My last weekend in NYC actually sucked. I've been home sick for the past two days thanks to someone ;). Thankfully my mom's been home taking care of me. I'm really going to miss her soup and her ability to make me feel better. Yesterday was Rando's birthday. I'm really upset that I couldn't make it, but I have to make it up to him [ I have something in mind]. I doubt that he cares because he knows I love him to death, and he's all in love with Amanda. I'm really happy for him; he deserves it.

So instead of lying on the beach in Virginia with Kwame and his fam I'm stuck within these four white walls and my nose continues to run and I keep coughing. Great isn't it? Tomorrow I'm going out to eat with my Aunt Joan. Hopefully I won't be like this.

Besides dealing with my minor illness (haha, I've come to realize that regardless, YOU CAN NOT FIX EVERYTHING. I've tried too much, fought myself too long and I'm tired. On the bright side I have 136 family members in Albany that I know will be the support system I need. Which doesn't include our amazing EOP staff.

All I have to say is I'm finally ready.

I'm Back !

I'm am so happy to say that I am back in NYC ! Although those 5 weeks in UA were beyond tiresome, I've never been happier to meet a great group of people. I am forever thankful to have an additional 136 people added to my family. I'm not going to go in depth about it, because most of you will not understand the jokes nor the crazy songs we've made. It's something that only Summer '09 EOP students & SA's know about. It's almost like a secret society :).

So as of now I have 19 days left until I go back. Yes, I love it there but a part of me doesnt wanna leave. I'm going to miss everyone so much it's ridiculous, but I'm still excited about the fall ! So for the next 19 days, besides shopping, I'm going to spend as much time as I can with the people I love. I'll try and keep you updated. :)

I'm Back !

I'm am so happy to say that I am back in NYC ! Although those 5 weeks in UA were beyond tiresome, I've never been happier to meet a great group of people. I am forever thankful to have an additional 136 people added to my family. I'm not going to go in depth about it, because most of you will not understand the jokes nor the crazy songs we've made. It's something that only Summer '09 EOP students & SA's know about. It's almost like a secret society :).

So as of now I have 19 days left until I go back. Yes, I love it there but a part of me doesnt wanna leave. I'm going to miss everyone so much it's ridiculous, but I'm still excited about the fall ! So for the next 19 days, besides shopping, I'm going to spend as much time as I can with the people I love. I'll try and keep you updated. :)

Climax

Yesterday and the past few weeks here in Albany, we've recieved so many lectures about being a part of this campus and the EOP program as whole. It wasn't until this morning that I realized that I love these people and our staff. I feel a true sense of unconditional love for the first time and anyone who knows me, knows that I am not good at goodbyes -___-. Friday, I come home to the life that I've always known still my feelings are full of emotions. Yes, I miss my family, my friends and the things we do but at the same time I know I'm going to miss the people here. They are just like me in so many ways and I've never felt more connected to a group of people this way before. Although I'm sad about it, I can't wait until August 27th.

Despite everything else I can honestly say, I'm just happy. I like the way things have gone thus far. Even though some things play out in a way you can never control, you have to learn not to regret them. Sooner or later you'll realize the reason why it happened and you'll get the message that someone wanted you to learn.

Yesterday we had a forum about what it means to be a "woman". I think that every female should have been there. It was amazing !, although someone had to say something inappropriately.

Life is not censored, so why should we be? Speak what's on your mind !

Climax

Yesterday and the past few weeks here in Albany, we've recieved so many lectures about being a part of this campus and the EOP program as whole. It wasn't until this morning that I realized that I love these people and our staff. I feel a true sense of unconditional love for the first time and anyone who knows me, knows that I am not good at goodbyes -___-. Friday, I come home to the life that I've always known still my feelings are full of emotions. Yes, I miss my family, my friends and the things we do but at the same time I know I'm going to miss the people here. They are just like me in so many ways and I've never felt more connected to a group of people this way before. Although I'm sad about it, I can't wait until August 27th.

Despite everything else I can honestly say, I'm just happy. I like the way things have gone thus far. Even though some things play out in a way you can never control, you have to learn not to regret them. Sooner or later you'll realize the reason why it happened and you'll get the message that someone wanted you to learn.

Yesterday we had a forum about what it means to be a "woman". I think that every female should have been there. It was amazing !, although someone had to say something inappropriately.

Life is not censored, so why should we be? Speak what's on your mind !