Time is Ticking

So it's 5 days until I head back out to Albany. I'm pretty confused about the way I feel. I love my life here but I just need to get away. I know I'm gonna miss everyone, but if friends are real friends they'll be there when I get back, right? That's the part that I'm unsure of but we'll see as time progress.

My last weekend in NYC actually sucked. I've been home sick for the past two days thanks to someone ;). Thankfully my mom's been home taking care of me. I'm really going to miss her soup and her ability to make me feel better. Yesterday was Rando's birthday. I'm really upset that I couldn't make it, but I have to make it up to him [ I have something in mind]. I doubt that he cares because he knows I love him to death, and he's all in love with Amanda. I'm really happy for him; he deserves it.

So instead of lying on the beach in Virginia with Kwame and his fam I'm stuck within these four white walls and my nose continues to run and I keep coughing. Great isn't it? Tomorrow I'm going out to eat with my Aunt Joan. Hopefully I won't be like this.

Besides dealing with my minor illness (haha, I've come to realize that regardless, YOU CAN NOT FIX EVERYTHING. I've tried too much, fought myself too long and I'm tired. On the bright side I have 136 family members in Albany that I know will be the support system I need. Which doesn't include our amazing EOP staff.

All I have to say is I'm finally ready.