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A lot of things have been changing at the speed of light for me. This week has been probably the most stressful with all the upcomming papers, midterms and exams. It just seems as if there isn't enough time in the day to get everything done. I guess that's because of my terrible time managing skills, but it's a lesson we all learn from.

This week I lost me keys, got locked out my suite, was stranded for a couple hours, couldn't go to class, missed a class, lost my ID card and a bunch more unpleasant things. I really need to stop stressing so much because I keep losing shyt. Now that I've found/replaced everything I can laugh at it, but it was something to before.

I guess this week, with a new month here I noticed a lot more things about myself. I think because I'm so used to not getting things I want, or would want I kind of just throw the dream away. I give in to others so easily because I pretty much know the outcome. I'm done putting up a fight, even for things or someone I once thought I'd want forever. Speaking of which, I am single not ready to mingle but single. I don't know what so say about my relationship with Kwame but for me it's just not working out right now. Sometimes I regret the break up, sometimes I don't but as someone told me before sometimes you have to do things for yourself even if it hurts someone else. I know he's a great guy, and if things don't work out someone else will be happy to have him. I was and still am.

Despite my terrible day yesterday, I got an A- on my English paper which everyone who has Dr.Dunlop knows it's a huge accomplishment. She rarely ever gives A-'s let alone A's and it makes me feel good because I've been struggling so much in her class. I'm not the greatest creative writer, actually I prefer not to, but I've really been trying and I guess the work is paying off.

This weekend is Argentina's (my suitmates) Birthday. We throwing her a surprise party, and she thinks were doing anything for her. hahah It's going to be great. My roomate Leiry is becomming a citizen today. We're definitely gettin her an I am Sam hat, and buy mad American food. I'm really happy for her. :)

til next time....