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WOW. If my blog we're a baby it would be dead by now. I've neglected it too much probably because everything that's going on. I don't even know where to start.

For one HIGH SCHOOL is over. Senior Picnic was amazing despite its down sides but overall I had so much fun (like always). Graduation was entertaining, thanks to those who have a sense of humor that is beyond funny. It wasn't until those laughs that I released how much I'm going to miss RFK. I left with kind of a negative attitude due to some events but I've realized that I would never choose another place to spend my high school years. The friends that I've made that are still here today can never be replaced. The experiences that I've undergone have ultimately made me who I am and as corny as it seems, it's because of RFK. I will truely miss everyone and I hope that we keep in touch.

Now for the sad part, unfortunately this is my last week in NYC for a month. My summer is more than cut in half and I'm sadden at the fact that I'll miss everything. I'll miss the daily visits to the beach, I'll miss Ergin and Arsen always fighting over which country is better (Russia or Albania), I'll miss Rando's sweet gestures and real ways of life, I'll miss Vero's moments, her laugh and even more her being an amazing friend, I'll miss Ergin's disgusting conversations of "hot blonde girls" (or maybe I won't ), but most of all I'll miss my Mom and my boyfriend. I don't know how I'm going to last a month with out you. Kwame I'm going to miss everything about you. All the laughs we have. You are amazing and I wouldn't trade you for anything. :( I just want to have as much fun this week with everyone I love and care about.

In life there are always changes one can not avoid. I for one always avoid change because the meaning of it may be unknown. But today I am proud of myself because I am making my own changes. I myself have learned to not put up with things. There are too many people in the world out there that may be even more amazing that I can relate to and share a friendship. For that reason I have decided to let go of a friendship that is obviously becoming something no one expected it would be. It is unbelievable how people change with one variable to there life. How people become someone else and act extremely selfish to world and the people they know in it. Although I am sadden by this I feel it is the best because no one is supposed to live a repetetive life (isn't that why we learn history?). I am extremly proud of myself for making such a change because if you know me well enough you know that I do not like it at all. For once I am taking a risk which seems like a great choice. No one is replaceable and the experiences I have undergone can never be erased but there are some people that just don't belong and in the future we will see the outcome. All I can say is that I believe I've been an okay friend. All I can do is try, but when one doesn't receive the same in return its obviously a sign.

So I am done. I don't want to write about this anymore, consider it a goodbye.