You Win Some... You Lose Some

It's been awhile since I've written. There has been too many things going on, but I finally have some time to.
There's a lot to update you about so I'll just start now.

Last week was prom. It seems like forever. Fortunately it was more than what I expected. I had an amazing time and I know I would've regret it if I hadn't gone. Despite our laughs, tears and yawns it was an amazing night which went too fast. I still have not recovered yet lol

Last Sunday I went out to eat with my second family. Kwame's mom is honestly too nice to me. I'm, glad I don't have to worrying about her disliking me. We went to City Island and had a great time. There was wayy too much food but it was delicous. Tuesday I went to go take care of Kwame because he was sick. He is even more stubborn when he's sick but we had fun. It's been great to spend time with my boyfriend other than one day a week. Thursday we went to see an Alvin and Ailey performance which was magical. I respect all dancers and the amount of strength and passion they put into their performances. It was honestly an amazing show.

Yesterday my friends and I went to see Pelom 123. Denzel Washington has always been an amazing actor. This is a must see and I'm glad I saw it.

The main reason I haven't written in my blog is because I don't really want to hurt peoples feelings by the things I wanna say, but honestly I don't care anymore. I hate to end this entry on a bad note but some things have to be said or they'll drive you crazy. For one I have decided that its time to cut people off. I'm tired of the repetition of how a selective people or maybe just one person. Sometimes the closets people to you can become the furthest with the change of one variable. I'm tired of the same people making excuses as to why we don't hang out or why we don't see each other when the real reason is their priorities don't include me. I wish people could be as real as me and just say how they feel. Just eliminate all the bull shit and just say it. I don't want to her lame ass excuses anymore. I've excepted them for far too long. I'd rather people just tell me the truth.

As the days begin to dwindle and my time here shortens, I'm starting to see the people who really care. I finally see what real friendship is and who values me the most. Thank you to those who have proven to me who care. Thoughs who haven't and who this entry is about your world will sooner or later shake up. Remember nothings stays perfect forever.