Sunday, January 31, 2010

Lost Hope

My nights for the most part consist of lost dreams, cold sweats and complete loss of sleep or atleast close to none. My mind wonders as I have no one to talk to, to help put me back to sleep or comfort. I am falling apart.

These things have started to happen recent without a sign that they were approaching. I don't know what wrong with me. Is it fixable? Who knows. I just know that I'm tired of being tired and of being stressed and hopeless. This is supposed to be a good experience. A good one, where there are in fact ups and downs but mostly ups. I don't know what I'm doing wrong or if I'm going in the wrong direction. I just can't seem to get a grasp on this thing called life.

I'm rotting in my own evoiding self. With the all the negative thinking but I can't help it. I believe there is a perfect but it is beyond me

No comments:

Post a Comment