April Fool's Day

I don't know what I'm going to do this weekend. I should start the 9 page paper I have due on Tuesday, but knowing myself I won't. The only engagements I have are on Sunday.

There's a party tonight, and tomorrow but I sort of don't want to go. None of my girls are going and I'm starting to feel weird just going out with the guys. I really don't know why. Most of my friends have been males most of my life, which is fine but when you start going to places like parties with them it gets weird.

I don't care what anyone says most guys have motives/goals when they go out. It's either to "bag" x amount of girls, or probably even to hook up with someone. I really wouldn't want to be in the middle of that.

I'll be honest it's starting to bother me that this guy is becoming close friends with my really close friends. It's making it impossible to disappear or distance myself. I know this sounds immature but I don't want them to be friends. Who am I going to complain/go to now? Obviously not them anymore because their becoming friends with each other. It just makes the situation even more awkward.

I should've kept my rules. Don't date/talk to someone who goes to the same school as you. I did it all four years of high school, I don't know why I couldn't do it in college.

It's just somewhat unfair to me. Maybe I should find some new friends or move to the other side of the world. Or maybe he should. haha

Until next time...