Starting Over

This week there's a lot of stuff that's been happening that I'm just in the middle of. I try to make everyone happy, or try to atleast fix situations but in the end I am ultimately looked upon as being someone who is in it for no good.
I'm tired of being in situations because someone is doing something to someonelse who just happens to be loved and respected by people that I am close with. I'm just going to take a seat and sip some lemonade because I'm tired of stressing myself out by protecting people. Some people just have to learn that others may that the people you claim are
'"causing rucus " are actually trying to help, but maybe not you.

Seondly this week I've learned who real friends are. Real friends are thoughs people who look out for wyou no matter what. They try to save you from being hurt in any possible way, especially when you know someones past. I just wanna thank those of you who know your my friend. It's been a stressful week and we all need to just support each other.

Lastly, I have to admitt that I am happy to be leaving for college. Yes, I will miss some people but this is life. You move on to different steps that will take you further, leaving behind some extra baggage. I think this was one of the best decis ions I've made in my life. I need to get away and just leave some stuff behind. I need to test exactly what kind of people I've been dealing with these past couple of years and see which people actually care. I would never know that if I stayed or went to college with some of my friends. I need to know how to make new friends and meet new people and learn to make decisions on my own without someone trying to influence me other wise.

So let's start the countdown 45 more days.