backlight

I don't know what it is about this time. Maybe it's the darkness that paints my walls or the lack of noise that makes me think.

I really feel like I just need to escape for awhile. I need to abandon all my responsibilities and routines that are keeping me binded. I really just want to go somewhere new where no one knows me or hows a prerequisite opinion or idea of who I am.

Sincerely, I'm wishing I get into this study abroad program. I need this change of pace, but I'm not sure if I can wait that long.

I finished my essay; I hope its better than what they're expecting.

On a positive note, I met Julian today. He's an adorable little couch potatoe. It's made me realize how little I know about babies and how intimidated I am of the thought of having my own.