Failing Myself

We are always told to expect the worse. To use optimism and look on the brighter side of things.

I wanted my pessimistic thoughts to be proven wrong. Though I was right, I still have lost.

I have a new technique of coping with things; it's laughing. Laughing at myself for being so foolish. Laughing at the situation in general. Laughing at the fact that I still care.