All Over the Place

So I'm sitting on my bed with my regular morning routine. Tea and a bagel lol It's all you can find on State Quad at about 11 so shhh.

Today so far has been a pretty good day. I've already had two classes and two more to go. I'm kinda bummed that I didn't do as well as I thought on my American Politics Mid-term but w/e. There's always an extra credit assignment or something.

I noticed yesterday that I have soo many things to do in these next two weeks. Assignments, events, meetings, presentations. It's all pilling up. Honestly I have no motivation to start on them early which brings me to another conversation.

Yesterday, my sutimates and I were talking about Albany and the things we like and dislike about it. One thing that we all agreed on was that we don't feel motivated to do things on an academic level. Besides your own motivation of course to get that 4.0, nothing else motivates us. Honestly, I don't particularilly like it here but its not about my biased that I'm talking about this. For me, things aren't the way they're supposed to be. Perfect example : Everyone has a counselor that they go to. Your counselor is supposed to be there for anything right? Why is it that I have the worst counselor in the world that uses her office ours for pleasure and gossip rather than focusing on me or her students? Another example: Here at Albany everyone knows that were known as a party school, but everyone, that is high officials of course, always say that there are always things to do on campus besides partying on weekends. BULL SHIT. There are absolutely no programs or anything that would interest students besides the regular club scene. And I know what your probably thinking."this is just Casie complaining again", but this is something to complain about.

Besides complaining a lot, one thing that I noticed about myself, due to someone who is mostly always right about me, is that although I am "mean" with my jokes, I do anything for people who sometimes don't deserve it. I definitely need to change that. Why do things for people when they ultimately don't appreciate it.

So if you guys look about 2 post ago, I asked a question but thankfully I found out the answer for myself.
Honestly. I'm just gonna shrug off the situation, walk away and pretend it never happened. Maybe not giving something so much attention will actually benefit me this time. (My new method)