Stuck

This weekend went pretty well. I didn't do much because I chose to. Friday night I hung out with Brian, Schawn, Joe, Stef and Josh because it was Josh's Birthday. Being in a room full of horny drunks was definitely not enjoyable but very entertaining lol. Saturday was the Homecomming game. We won 55-10 ! Definitely was a blow out. I ended up not going to Sneeky's. Partying isn't that important to me anymore. I hate going places where I know everyone and their mom is gonna be there. Yesterday I just chilled for the most part, went to the S.I.K meeting and finally had a dinner that was worth the meal swipe ! The baked ziti was, hands down, amazing ! I had some cheescake to go with that and I was probably the happiest person on campus lol

Today has been pretty dull. I had a Math midterm and a paper due for English. In my English class we were simply stating our opinions on the story we read. This girl tried to come at my head as she spoke. I thought it was pretty entertaining for someone who didn't write the paper, or actually read the story to even come at me like that. But hey, you can't live without haters, right?

Lately I feel so nostalgic and just numb. To be honest I'm starting not to care about things at all. It's like everytime I try to say something, no one understands me. I'm always being though of as being wrong or as if the things I've said before or felt doesn't mean anything. I'm tired of being afraid of change, or making a big change that may in the end benefit me. How would you ever know unless you tried? I just don't want anyone to look at me differently or think that I'm not the person that they once knew. I'M STILL THE SAME PERSON reguardless. But w/e people will never understand, even if they tried.

" Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness,appreciating memories and of course, learning from the past"

I think I'm going to live up to this quote, for now on.

Shot out Eric, who actually reads my blog. Thanks for the comment.