L O S T

I started writing this blog on Sunday, but I guess I forgot to press the publish button before I ran out. lol
I'll just try and recap and start over ughhhh.
Saturday night was fun. I just chilled with my suitmate Chanti and some guys that we know that live in Eastman. It was fun to be back in the social scene. I admit that most of the time I just stay to myself and don't really talk to people other than those that I know already. The guys were really cool and we all just talked, had tickle wars (yes I know gay) and created tattoos lol. It's a shame to say we're in college. haha

To be honest this weekend was actually really lame. I didn't go out, mostly because of the rain and because of my suitmates. Friday they celebrated Tracy's birthday and like with everything I was left out. It seems like the plan things around my schedule purposely but I'm not going to be a sour person. Honestly, I was mad. I had to work from 3-7 and I asked Aisha if she could start the party later, but she insisted that they wouldn't have enough time to get ready if she did. When I walked in, it was this huge party and I just proceeded back to my room because I really didn't want to be around them. It was messed up, and I would never do that to anyone but maybe, like I said before, I'm just too nice. So they went out that night, and I stayed in with Chanti. She's not 18 yet and we look nothing alike to she didn't want to take my id.

Today's Monday and I am really exhaugsted. I'm at work doing nothing like always and I'm really tired. My group is supposed to be coming here at 8 so we can work on our presentation, but they're most likely going to be late. Today was an okay day for me. My two classes went by rather quickly and I had pretty much nothing to complain about. I handed in a paper that I didn't feel too great about but my English professor expects too much anyway. She's actually really funny and entertaining in class with her immature reactions and attitude. I don't know why I signed up for her class, but we all make mistakes.

Tomorrow I have so much to do. I have class, a presentation and a meeting with my Afro-American Lit professor. He's most likely going to forget that he asked me to come but I'm used to his lack of memory. I also have a paper to write for my American Politics Discussion class but they're always relatively easy. I can tell already that this is going to be one hell of a stressful week. I have a headache just thinking about it.

Thankfully Kwame is coming on Friday :). That's pretty much the only thing that keeping me going. Today definitely felt like Wednesday but I only wish.

I'm feeling really blah lately, idk why. I'm just not myself anymore. Sometimes I wish I was home, but then I'm reminded of why I don't want to be there.

I'm just a lost and confused person.